Tuesday, October 2, 2007

The Cat in the Hat

Ok. So I'm tired of reading all of these heartfelt blogs and crying! My eyes can't take much more! So here it is 5 days to countdown and I'm looking at my last blog. What to write about?

Today, I will write about my white "TITANS" sun visor. Why you ask? Let's just say that both I and it have a lot in common.......

It was exactly around this time last year (Labor Day, 2006) that I was walking on the shore of Kentucky lake by my in-law's lake house. I happened upon this sun visor lying there on the shore. Like me this sun visor had "washed up" and was of no use to anybody. It was just lying there, feeling hopeless and worthless. I had just turned 40 and in the fashion as one who has a mid-life crisis would do. I looked in the mirror and asked, "Who are you? What are you doing with your life?"

I pick up this sun visor and examine it. It used to be a really good visor. Probably came from good stock. Doesn't seem broken or torn anywhere. I think it can be saved.

I take it back to the lake house, put it in the dish washer, and what do ya know? It comes out looking brand new! I try it on. It's a perfect fit. It has new life!!

I get back to Madison and decide during this mid life crisis, that I'm either going to purchase a convertible corvette or get back in shape. My wife being the bookkeeper that she is agreed upon the latter. So off we run....me and my new sun visor. Our motto is just like a traffic sign: New Life Ahead!! I begin to feel better both physically and mentally. My sun visor is still with me, mile after mile.

Fast forward to 2007. Marathon Makeover! 26.2! All of the training and sweating has begun to break down the sun visor and the runner wearing it. But the visor never loses hope that tomorrow may be it's last run so it better act right and keep looking good today. I take my sharpie and write on it ( we're friends now, so it was ok.....) I write things to remind the visor and myself what we are doing. I put, "I am a Marathoner!" and Chicago-Oct. 7, 2007 and "No Reserves! No Retreats! No Regrets". The visor thinks it's cool now that it has been tattooed.

So on Sunday, Me and that ole ragged sun visor are going to do the biggest run of our lives. I'm running for my dad, who was tragically taken from me in December, 2004 by a bullet that was meant for someone else at the age of 59. But before he was murdered, he had several heart attacks and cardiac related problems. That was the reason I became a nurse....to help him. And more specifically, a cardiac nurse (until the move to Nissan) to understand his condition. Thus the reason for running. I didn't want the same problems as my dad. But you know what? My dad is Heaven praising God with the angels and wouldn't dream of coming back.

My sun visor? It's running with me to remind me that while I thought I was washed up, I'm really just getting started. A little rough around the edges. A little worn down. But with lots of good miles to go!! So on Sunday when you see me with my White TITANS Sun Visor, remember that tomorrow is never promised and run like it will be your last. I love you, dad!

Kelvin Jones
Nissan Nurse
10/02/2007

15 comments:

Robin said...

Wow! Thanks, again, Kelvin.
What a great day you will have Sunday!

catseye said...

And you called me dramatic!
That was a wonderful blog and now when I see your visored head, I'll smile and think about how you rescued it and yourself in the process.
You're right about the fraternity. I guess we all have to be inducted at some point, but boy, it sure is tough.

Believe in Miracles ~ Lisa B Davis said...

How neat!

"The Nurse in the Visor" ... a new series of reading material.

Hey that could be what you name your "blog" when you publish it!!!

cjonesrun said...

Whoa, cuz, the tears are streaming down. Thank heavens I looked back at your title and "got it" and laughed. What a great blog and what a great time I have had reading your very entertaining blogs all these months. I always lightened up from my intensity when I would see you in the distance on those many Saturdays knowing you were going to be cracking some funny remark when passing. This whole journey has been many things to all of us...you have been a strong contributor to the "fun" part of it! Keep active, stay healthy and one day you will be as old as me.:)

Anonymous said...

So perfect! I know that your Dad will be running next to you in spirit. And the real mid-life crisis will hit in 10 years so you better hold onto that visor. Suzanne

Debra said...

What a great blog! Kelvin, you're an inspiration to us all. Can't wait to see Captain Titan hit the trail on Sunday!

Debra
FStop

lisathehornplayingturtle said...

What a great story. I loved it. You will do great in Chicago and your Dad will be there every step of the way.

Did I Just Do What I Think I Did? said...

You have a GREAT BIG OLE HEART! Thanks for sharing your innermost thoughts and feelings with us just when we need a laugh or inspiration. You have helped to make MM a wonderful experience with your quick wit and personality.
We love you!
Jana

VICKIE said...

YOU MADE ME TEAR UP KELVIN, THAT WAS SO SWEET,, MY PARENTS ARE GONE ALSO AND I WILL BE THINKING OF THEM ALSO WHEN IM RUNNING. I KNOW THEY WILL JUST AS YOUR FATHER WILL BE ALSO, VERY PROUD OF WHAT WE HAVE DONE.
HAVE A GOOD WEEK AND SEE YA FRIDAY!
VICK

Ann and Bob said...

Kelvin, I am crying now, that is so sweet. Never think you are washed up... you have added so much to this Journey. I really appreciate all of you wonderful comments/blogs and your spirit every Saturday. See you this weekend. Ann

Christa said...

Oh my God, I'm crying too!!! This is the sweetest blog I have ever read. Jana is right, you have a GREAT BIG ole heart. And you HAVE to know that your humor saved me many times throughout this journey. Your participation in this group has been pivotal! I just absolutely love you Kelvin! See you in Chicago!!!

The Miller's Blog said...

*sniff* I need a tissue. Wow. I really needed that. It offers great encouragement. Wonderful blog. And kudos to you for wanting to get in shape and STAY THAT WAY!!!! Way to go!

mom of 2 said...

Awesome man! I'm all misty eyed now. So glad I got the chance to meet you, you and your dad will rock Chicago. Hope I see you Sunday, if not, best of luck to you.
Shelley

Chuck Gautier said...

Stop making me cry, big guy! I didn't even know that about your dad. You are a marathoner, for sure.

Kim said...

Wow, KJ! Corvettes are overrated, btw.